Natalie

alldolledup @ 2009-10-20T21:20:00

2009-10-21T03:22:54Z

I want these. But dont know if I should spend the money on them.
What do you think?

alldolledup @ 2009-10-16T21:01:00

2009-10-17T03:02:29Z

I wish we had a snowy season.
I wish that season was now.
Im so excited for winter I already wear my sweaters in this hotttt ass heat...

alldolledup @ 2009-09-30T00:43:00

2009-09-30T06:46:56Z

Relationship problmes.
Work problems.
CARRR problems.
Money problems.

I would add friendship problems to the list, but I have no friends.
I guess thats a plus and a minus all in one.

:/

alldolledup @ 2009-09-29T11:37:00

2009-09-29T17:38:32Z

Ive stayed up every night past 3 am reading the Twilight books. Im in love.
Ive had all 3 books on top of my microwave for about 6 months, and I finally opened one.
again, I am in love.
Every girl loves a vampire.

I go to sleep dreaming about Edward.
Im such a lame ass.

but, Im in love, ha.

Im becoming a Twilight goon,
ughh.

I think I may even ask for the day New Moon premiers off from work.
.....like I said, Im In Love.

alldolledup @ 2009-09-18T12:57:00

2009-09-18T19:05:34Z

So Im ready and set to buy my costume. I can't wait. Its so cute and so me. Its got a huge bow on the back. I LOVEEE IT!! Its great.

I bought some bright yellow mary jane pumps, I just dont know if Im gonna wear stockings. I dont like the Knee highs or whatever they are called. So maybe white fishnets? IDK. but it wil be a fun costume. Indeed.

alldolledup @ 2009-09-15T12:24:00

2009-09-15T18:37:22Z

Im throwing a Halloween party. its gonna be amazing.
Its myself and another girl from work who are planning everything.
We have an amazing house to have it at.
already 42 people who are paid and set to go.
(We charged 10 bucks a person to go)
We've made all the decorations by hand, they are so cute.
We got a dj for 4 hours.
Its gonna be amazing.
Costume only, so everyone is gonna look great.

And for the FIRST TIME EVER, my mom said she'll stay the night with the boys so me and Oscar can actually go out together. wow.

I have an idea for a costume, im just waiting to see if I'll have the money.
I cant wait. I cant even express my love for Halloween enough.

Zack wants to be bumblebee, from transformers.
And oscar wants Alex to be the state puff from ghost busters. haha.
We'll see.
(I want Oscar to be Peter Pan, its suits him well I think.)

I can't wait, its gonna be so much fun. Even Though its still more than a month away, ha.

But on another note, My wallet has been on a desperate plea to get me to stop wasting money at thrift shops. But I cant help it. My owl obsession gets a release at thrift stores.
PLUS...the thrift gods have been looking down on me lately. And these were just last weeks finds!!

My kitchen is looking awesome. I kinda feel bad for Oscar, he's got a girl friend with old lady taste.

alldolledup @ 2009-08-17T14:34:00

2009-08-17T20:36:40Z

Im so sad without my phone.
its like I lost a big part of my life.
Im so lame.

But my iphone was a big, hige, gigantic part of my life.
before I go to sleep I cant look up funny google news stories.
I cant play cowabunga when Im bored.
And now I cant even listen to music when I go walk.
Its so lame.
Im so sad.

alldolledup @ 2009-08-02T00:12:00

2009-08-02T06:20:42Z

+ my hair is growing
+working out like a maddd dog
+ I lost 6 lbs
+ my things are not as 'jiggly' any more. (gross)
+ the booty is going away
+southern comfort with sprite.

-my face is breaking out
-pizza face.

you may catch something.

2009-07-29T04:00:29Z

girls are silly.

dirty, silly girls.

make sure not to share the toilet seat.
yuck.

alldolledup @ 2009-07-23T15:52:00

2009-07-23T21:54:08Z

Mimi was prego.

She got an abortion.

really.

::tears::

smile of the day.

2009-07-20T03:27:06Z

hahah. and this my fiends, is why I love Robert Smith.

alldolledup @ 2009-07-17T15:40:00

2009-07-17T21:45:56Z

my madre went out of town.
Ive got no one to go to random lower valley thrift stores with now.
What a loner.
Im dog sitting her new dog while shes away.
I renamed her while shes at my house for the week.
pebbles WAS her name.
MIMI is her NEW name. I think its a huge upgrade.
I might keep her. shes a cutie. Plus she entertains Alex.

I wanna go out tonight.
By myself and just drive for hours.
That is much needed and will be much help.

                           indeed.

alldolledup @ 2009-07-14T13:55:00

2009-07-14T20:04:34Z

I saw Transformers 2 today. It was cool. Robots are fun. And if Megan Fox isnt the most attractive girl in history, then I dont know who is. She is amazing. She could like pick her butt and it would come off as a sexy move.

I need to call into work today. Im behind on my homework and if I dont get an A on this class, I wont get financial aid for next semester.

But I wanna go thrifting with my madre. So hopefully I can finish in time to go.
I wish I had friends.
I constantly do things with my mom. Shes like my only friend. haha.
What a geek.

Since Im calling into work today, I decided that when im done with my homework im gonna lock myself in zacks room and listen to revolver all night. And hopefully drink a beer. After all, the beatles are a great way to end a homework day.

goodbye.

babiesbabiesbabies

2009-07-02T06:45:38Z

rant.rant.rant

2009-06-16T05:23:17Z

(I haven wrote in my lj since august 2008. Crazy)

Life is lovely. Ever more lovely than I could of thought .
My boys are getting so big, its such a strange thought to me still to think I've got two kids.

Zack is 2 , terrible two's indeed. Hes such a good boy though. A little helper, a great big brother and an even more great source of entertainment. I love him so much.

Alex is six months now. Such a cutie!! A chubby cutie!
He is trying so hard to learn to crawl, almost has it. I'd say by the end of the month he'll be crawling after zack.
The best smile is Alex's smile. This little boy smiles for it all!! I cant even explain how much he smiles and how big of an imprint that smile leaves on my heart.

Me and Oscar are doing good. The best in years I can honestly say.
We got a house. Its lovely. Very colorful. Very cute. And VERY us!
Were doing it. We are a family and a good one at that.

I think everything I have ever wanted I have. Now.
And were working a little harder every day to achieve more.
'Tis a good life.

prego to the second power.

2008-04-30T23:10:47Z

well, natalie is a prego once again.
YES...i barely had my son 14 months ago, but im gonna have another one.
im only about 2 months, and pretty excited.
so zack will be almost 2 when i give birth...thats not too bad.
im happy.

A little freaked that im gonna get fat again, and my body is gonna turn to shit even more than it already has, but none the less...excited.

theres alot of GROSS and NOT SO FAIR things that happen to girls durring pregnancy, ALOT, but im ready to go through it again....

Me and oscar are getting a house next month. its SUPERRRR cute and cozy and nice and 3 bedrooms and 2 baths and hardwood floors and a huge backyard. Were so excited......

....so everythings good.

ill keep tabs of my pregnancy. and let you guys know how fat im getting.

Rant with a capital R

2008-03-10T06:34:47Z

long time no rant...
its been long, but i have thought NUMEROUS times about how i miss my dear old lj. its so loyal....

but ya, life is pretty much completely different of anyting of the past.

me and oscar got a place. its decent. not the ritz, but i do call it home.
zee (zack) is a year old. hes soooo cool. best thing that could of ever come out of my vagina. HANDS DOWN. i love him to death. i really have no clue where and or what i would be without him.
i would honestly be a fat (well, fatter than i am now) lazy bitch with a HUGGEEE beer belly. just getting into troulble, with no life direction. im glad my life is completely turned around. good things come in small packages, and he is proof....he puts smiles on my face that no other person, man, woman, any human in man kind can ever do....
sometimes i wish i could be a prego again...just cuz i know its an experience in life that women are here for, and i loved every waking moment of it...besides the stretch marks...
but maybe like in a year or two....or three....

im supposed to go register for comunity tomorrow. i hope i keep my word this time.
i wanna be a journalist.A life time goal that i think should finally be accomplished....
im excited, to say the least. my mind needs some exercise. scanning items and giving out change can no longer do.

my hair is gone.
my lucious locks (PFFFT, haha. ya right) are no longer.
my stupid dumb face wanted to be a red head so bad.
...but three bleach jobs in one day later, my whole...WHOLEEE bottom layer fell off.
now ive got crazy boy hair.
like freshman year! minus the dyke spike. its crazy, but hair grows back, so it'll be ok.
i think i might want to keep it short. get a pixie cut or something......idk. i still dnt trust profession hair cutters, it never fails for me to start balling in tears after i leave salons...so we'll see.

All in all, ive got a great life....
Ive got wonderfull....SUPER WOW people in life at the moment. i dnt need a butt load of friends anymore. Ive got the two greatest friends in my life again and i missed em so much....i dnt need to drink every weekend to feel like my weekend was enjoyable....
my life consists of work, family, oscar and ZEE! and thats all i need.

sorry for the rant. but it was LONGG over due.

nat~

alldolledup @ 2007-07-07T23:55:00

2007-07-08T06:01:30Z

I buy a new dress everytime i get paid. really.
and i have only worn like one.
i have no where to go. i never go out.
i have no place to get dressed for.
i have no reason.
its just so lame.
i wish someone would just take me out and do girly things with me.
boo.
im ranting.
and complaining out loud.
and ill probably get in trouble for this post.
whatever.

....hint hint...certain person. hint hint.
how many more times to have to throw it out there.
sheesh

flatter me

2007-06-12T06:28:32Z

life is good.
i get really bored of the routine lifestlye i have so easily. but then i think of my life without all the stuff that makes it so routine, and i would feel sooooo alone with out it.

i love zack. he is so much fun. and just typing that alone made me get teary eyed. i never EVER thought i would be a momma, especially at this time in my life. but im so happy everything turned out the way it did.
i love him so much. he makes my day so much better and brighter, i cant even explain it. if it wasnt for him coming into my life, i would still be some drunk girl throwing up every weekend just to have a good time.

im sure not alot of people can see it, but i feel so different. like im not the same old natalie i useto be. i dont even want that lifestyle i had before. i miss my friends TERRIBLY, but i dont miss all the things they do. im not down for partying every day and beer bellies anymore. and it makes me SOOO happy to say that.

I just want my life to actually start being a 'life' instead of just nothing important. i want to go to school and keep working and buy zack all the things he needs. i want us to get a place to live and move out of elpaso. i want my family to start, and i know we slowly are.
I honestly just cant over how good things are right now. :D
its giving me butterflies as we speak. i love my zack. i love oscar. i love my life. things arent perfect, but they are just how i want them. and how they should of always been. they are calm. theres really no need for drama, at all, everything is right where its supposed to be.

no worries. the only one i have is finding a new dress for the baptism.
sheesh. lol.

alldolledup @ 2007-03-22T23:14:00

2007-03-23T05:23:48Z

Taking care of Zack is Funnnn.
Hes such a cutie.
I always hated Mama's boys. But now Im hoping he'll become one. haha.

alldolledup @ 2007-03-05T22:41:00

2007-03-06T05:45:08Z

BABY IS HERE!!!

AND HE IS OHH SO PERFECT!!!

ewww.

2007-03-02T06:18:56Z

So i decided if i was a rich girl, there is like a 2 page list of things i would want to change with plastic surgery on myself.
How sad. I REALLY need to stop watching E!
Its so addictive. And it makes me feel like an ugo.
Im gonna write them a letter and tell them they need to stop highlighting peoples plastic surgery perfection of bodies.
ROAR.

But anyway.
I thought my water broke today.
But it was fake.
I woke up and felt a puddle come down. and went to the hospital.
They said i was having contractions, but no baby.
Not yet.
I think i just want to go into labor soo bad,
Im freaking myself out.
And finding any excuse to be used as labor pains or symptoms....

:D
but lets all HOPE i go into labor soon....
I have way to much time on my hands!

AND.

2007-02-26T23:48:10Z

I go to sleep EVERYNIGHT telling everyone 'tonights the night'
thinking im gonna be woken by a puddle of water comming out of my vagina.
haha.
but it never happends. and im getting SOOO impatient!!!!!

As of last Friday, im officially 1 cm dialated.
So, officially 1 cm closer to going into labor.
So, hopefully it wont be much longer.

I wanna use all the cool stuff we got from the baby shower.
And i wanna put him in his moccasins. :D
And i wanna go to the zoo :D
and he can wear his safari outfit. and i can have my safari diaper bag..
AHH. im excited. : )

ANNNDDDD....i finally get to dye my hair again!!
OH MY GOD. i have had hair dye writhdrawls. for reals.
I hate my natrual hair color. its so bleh.
I need some black in my hair ASAP.

alldolledup @ 2007-02-15T22:42:00

2007-02-16T05:44:57Z

My birthday is in 5 days..
And all i want is one of these..

with a K.

2007-01-21T23:42:20Z

Zackary Nathaniel Hermosillo.

thats gonna be my sons name :D
We finally decided.

Natalie

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